| Friends Only |
[Jan. 28th, 2009|05:35 pm] |
for my own personal privacy and because of other personal issues going on in my life, all of my future entries are going to be "friends only." comment this post to be added.
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[Jan. 23rd, 2009|11:34 am] |
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xxcoolkid23xx:[Offline IM sent 1h and 15m ago] im writing this 2 say im sry but my life is ova nd im gone xxcoolkid23xx:[Offline IM sent 60m ago] "i will always love u even if u dnt we will always be 2gether because were both under the moon" icp. xxcoolkid23xx is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in. YahhTrickNahhzzz: what? xxcoolkid23xx is unable to receive offline IMs.
^i think scott might have committed suicide? i dont know. im kind of worried though =/ |
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[Jan. 19th, 2009|06:54 pm] |
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wooo im at ashley's birthday and im on my cell phone |
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| why? how come? for what reason? LMFAO. |
[Jan. 18th, 2009|04:15 pm] |
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| | groggy | ] | this weekend has been surprisingly very uneventful so far.
i spent my saturday, which was yesterday, doing nothing. the only productive thing that i did was take care of guillermo, washed my sheets, and cleaned my room. the rest of the day was spent aimlessly browsing the internet on my laptop. cool, huh? sure. i suppose that i should have done something more useful with my time such as studying for my midterms, but i didnt, because i am just THAT lazy.
i went to jamie's house around 6:30 for a world famous sleepover with her and andrew. that was pretty fun. we took pictures of andrew doing various poses and sent them to random people. we also sat in her basement and looked for ghosts just like the good ol' days and then we watched "penny dreadful" which was actually pretty funny. we also made the worlds nastiest hot chocolate at some point that even andrew wouldnt drink. well, no, andrew did drink it, but he said it was horrible. only me and jamie could FAIL at making hot chocolate. we went to bed pretty early, and i kept on getting killed by andrew every five minutes because he wouldnt stop like rolling on me.
we woke up early this morning because andrew basically threatened us, and we watched "without a paddle." i ended up coming home around 10:30 because my mom said that guillermo got out of his cage. but before we went home to find guillermo, my mom insisted that we go grocery shopping first. i got home, found guillermo, slept for two hours, played the sims, ate a bagel, and now im typing this.
so yeah... this weekend hasnt been too eventful. its been more relaxing than anything i guess, which i suppose is a good thing, because i have a feeling that things are going to get really stressful in my group of friends this week. isabel and ryan w. are back together which i think might cause problems with ashley, and then i have a feeling that my problems with ryan w. are going to get worse this week. i dont know. thats just my feeling.
tomorrow is ashley's birthday and i guess she's having a few people over her house or something. |
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| i aint goin' nowhere. |
[Jan. 14th, 2009|11:02 pm] |
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| | thirsty | ] | today is the third annoying day in a row for me.
today after school i went to the public library with isabel, ryan w., and ashley. that was fun up until the time when CHRIS THOMAS came waltzing up to us out of nowhere. he was wearing this trench coat thing along with new tripp pants. it was very surprising and very random seeing as we havent seen or heard from chris thomas in over a couple months. thankfully he didnt end up bothering us too much. ashley ended up leaving to go to a doctors appointment which left me, isabel, and ryan to do whatever. chris thomas came up and bothered me about how he snorted sour stuff and then proceeded to take over the computer i was using. the only thing i accomplished out of associating myself with him was getting his new number. what else happened? um um um. yohan killed scott on AIM which was funny.
isabel, ryan, and chris thomas all eventually left at some point, and then ashley came back and me and her just chilled on the computers.
my dad picked me up and drove me home. i got home only to find out that my dad moved everything out of the freezer and put it outside. im not sure what the logic behind this was, or if there was any logic behind this, but either way it left me very very pissed.
"YEAH I GOTTA TALK TO YOU ABOUT YOUR BUDDY BOY YOHAN"- scott. ^best quote of the day.
it also makes me pissed that my dad is completely opposed to the idea of me getting a new camera. hes just so annoying. |
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| hmm... |
[Dec. 18th, 2008|11:57 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] | i think that if anyone could ever understand the horror, depression, and pain that are coming from this terrible love triangle pentagon, they would probably cry.
me, steven poste, guillermo, ashley, and... scott? yeah scott.
kill me.
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| kfakdfhj GUILLERMO BETTER GET HERE SOON part 2 |
[Dec. 17th, 2008|11:32 pm] |
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| | mellow | ] |
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| | people on the phone | ] | tonight actually turned out to be a heap of fun.
me and ashley met up with steven poste and guillermo at the train station around 7:15. of course, the first thing i said to guillermo is that i loved his name. they demanded that we lead them to the YMCA so they could play basketball, so we did. steven poste was pretty hellbent on getting there to play basketball, but guillermo was being more chill and wanted to stay and hang out with us. and yes, guillermo liked me. surprise surprise. but unfortunately, they abandoned us around 8:00.
so we got chris to pick us up again where we pretty much did a chinese fire drill or whatever they call it. we went back to ashley's house when all of a sudden steven poste texts me and says that him and guillermo want to hang out when they were done with their basketball game. so me and ashley hightailed on over to the YMCA where they were supposed to be. but by the time we got there, we called them and they said that they were on main street. about a half hour of wandering up main street, we found them sitting under a tree right in the center of town.
the four of us did some more aimless wandering down main street. steven poste got pissed because me and guillermo tried to go into burger king, so we went to mcdonalds instead where i had the biggest laughing attack ever.
so we sat and ate in mcdonalds. i invited guillermo to the mall tomorrow, and thats when he started acting weird. he said that he didnt want to go to the mall because he didnt want to "start any problems." i was also really under the impression that he didnt want to have anything to do with me. blah. i dont know. he just got very confusing. then i left. |
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| kfakdfhj GUILLERMO BETTER GET HERE SOON |
[Dec. 17th, 2008|06:39 pm] |
so im at the library right now. the reading public library to be exact. with ashley silver to be even more exacter.
i should probably explain how we got here.
CHRIS DROVE US. chris just so happens to be this cool man who is just so... 25 years old who plays really loud and fun music while driving us to the train station. well, we got to the train station, went to rite aid, and then managed our way to the library since its too fucking cold to be standing and waiting outside. we're waiting for steven poste and his friend guillermo to get off of the bus. isnt that just amazing? im going to meet someone named guillermo. that makes me so fucking happy that i like, freak out every time that i remember i will be meeting him in less than an hour. it sucks though. because we will only be able to hang out with them for like, ten minutes because they have basketball at 8:00 and they wont be here until 7:15.
why do i have such an obsession with the name guillermo? its because of guillermo from "weeds" of course. i fucking love that man lmao.
on a completely random topic... the rite aid near the train station has the cheapest candy ever. its so fucking amazing.
anywaysss... another orgasmic entry later =] |
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| wooot |
[Dec. 12th, 2008|11:42 pm] |
i got my wisdom teeth out this morning and it actually went better than i would have thought.
i was only in there for a little over an hour. i woke up and my lips were numb, i was freezing, and i was high as a kite. legit. they put me into this room where i got to sit on a really comfy recliner with a warm blanket while i got to hold a puppy. yes, an actual living puppy. as soon as i got into the room, the doctor was like "would you like to hold a recovery puppy?" and i was like "yeah" under the impression that it was a stuffed animal or something. well, all of a sudden he brought this puppy into the room and put it on my lap. i loved that thing and it was just overall a very cool experience.
i also found out that the cause of all my random sore throats lately have been because of a huge infection in my wisdom teeth.
so i got home, ate icecream, and watched the parent trap. unfortunately, i ended up throwing up all of the icecream because the painkillers made me sick. ryan ended up coming over but he left around 6:15ish.
i found out that my friend scott's girlfriend broke up with him because i guess that she is accusing him of cheating on him with me. i really dont even know where she gets that. people are retarded. |
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| i really hate coldplay |
[Dec. 2nd, 2008|11:22 pm] |
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| | no... | ] | before i begin this boring post about my boring day, i thought i would mention how a majority of guys suck because they never seem to be over their ex. the reason why i bring this up is because i just found some guy on aim_whores who mentioned that he hated the idea of twilight or whatever, so of course i read his livejournal. every fucking post was about his ex but how he is interested in other people too. i cant say that i was surprised at this, but i can say that i changed my mind about adding him to my friends list. i dont know. it just really bothers me when guys will go out on dates or whatever while they are still madly in love with their ex. its just not fair. its weird though, because ive never heard of a girl doing that. ever. im not saying that girls dont do that, because im sure that they do, but i just havent heard of a situation like that where the girl was trying to jump into another relationship while she was still in love with her ex. it just bothers me.
anyways, i was hoping to hang out with ashley after school today, but she didnt come to school so those hopes were crushed. i ended up staying after school with isabel and ryan w. for a little while. we sat in a doorway for a whole half hour and then managed our way up to the library where crispin just happened to be. finally my parents came to pick me up. yeah. my parents. not my mom, but both my mom and my dad because for some terrible reason, my dad decided to take this week off from work.
this afternoon me and my mom went to at&t in the woburn mall. i found the new phone i want for christmas. its the quickfire. meh. its kind of thick, but i used it today in the store and its pretty cool. plus, its pretty cool for at&t and their lame selection of phones. after that i got pizza. yummy =]
so yeah... i drove us home from the mall and took a nap when i got home. i was going to do my english homework, but i was extremely tired so i was like "whatever."
school starts tomorrow at 8:45 so i can sleep in for a little bit which is cool. |
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| the phone is ringing |
[Nov. 29th, 2008|10:35 pm] |
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just about an hour and a half ago i was in the middle of making mozzerella sticks when i came across my old cell phone. not the cell phone that i previously had, but the one before that. the first one. the legendary one. the one that i carelessly forgot to take out of my pocket and let it go through the washing machine. OMG. i havent seen that thing in like, four years.
but yeah. it was sitting right on top of the refrigerator. i was like "um?!!!! =D" i instantly became very excited and even more surprised when i turned it on and it worked. the last thing i remember it was water-logged and the screen was fried out from putting it on the charger the minute that it came out of washing machine. i thought it was a little odd, but was i bothered? nooo. so i took the sims card out of my current phone and put it into the old one. i read all of my old text messages and went through old voice-memo's and shit. it was amazing. i dont even think anybody (besides jamie) could understand the greatness of that phone. my excitement was short lived when all of a sudden my sim card became blocked. yeah. i tried entering the PIN number for some unknown reason and apparently i entered it wrong, which caused the sim card to become locked. the only way to unlock it was by entering the PUK code. like, whenever i would flip open the phone it was just like "ENTER YOUR PUK COEE" and i was like "...excuse me? douchebag." so i took the sim card out of that phone and put it into my current one. unfortunately, that phone was being a cunt too. i mean, i know that the sim was blocked so it doesnt really make a difference as to what phone i put it in, but still. WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF SHIT IS THAT? seriously. its like... if you enter your PIN wrong, which everyone would do seeing as you have no idea of what your PIN is in the first place, your sim card becomes locked. "shit" is the only word i can think of that could explain this in short simple terms. so anyways... i researched it online and found out that apparently the PUK code can be discovered when signing into your at&t account. this is one of the very few moments i can think of that i have been thankful to have at&t. |
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| foundation |
[Nov. 28th, 2008|11:59 pm] |
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so um... no. im tired. i really dont want to be updating right now so i guess that i will just for the hell of it.
today i spent most of the day over at ryan's house. we ended up going to davis square and other random places with chris letourneaut and darrius which is always pretty fun. apparently me and ashley are invited to chris's birthday party which is on december 7th, so thats going to be cool. what makes it even more cooler is the fact that ROAD HEAD MIKE is going to be there too. anyways, my dad ended up picking me up in davis square, which wasnt too bad. ugh. the rest of this weekend is going to be filled with GROSS NOTHING. ryan might come over tomorrow for a little bit before he has work. i really hope that he does because if he doesnt then i will be so effing bored all day and night. isabel is in chicago, ashley is at her mom's house, and jamie is... somewhere. i was thinking about asking jamie if she wanted to have a sleepover tomorrow but i really dont think its worth it seeing as its on such short notice. alright... welll, thats my update for the day. sweet dreams people. |
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| fuck me |
[Nov. 27th, 2008|10:50 pm] |
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING =D i hope that everyones was great... mine was okay, but definitely not as great as i expected. this morning i woke up, watched a movie, took a shower, and helped my mom cook. my moms side of the family ended up coming over around 1ish, which was awesome, because my moms side of the family is always fun. so anyways... we ate dinner which was okay. the food was definitely better last year though. we gambled after we ate, which we do every year. normally i have really good luck at these events. like, last christmas i won $69. but today i didnt win ANYTHING and my brother won like $20. what the fuck? that wouldnt have bothered me at all if my brother actually had some type of use for his money. i asked my mom if i could take the train home tomorrow night, seeing as i always have to lie and say that i get a ride home whenever i go hang out with ryan and take the train home. but i figured i would just ask because i really have no alibi for tomorrow. well, she told me it was okay with her but that i had to ask my dad first. HAHAHA. yeah, okay. if i even use the word "train" in a sentence my dad just completely flips out. so i tried talking my mom into having us just keep it a secret from my dad, which is something that shes always down for, but she didnt want to this time for some un-existant reason. it makes zero sense, because this is something actually worth keeping from my dad. all the other shit that my mom keeps a secret from him is completely stupid (drivers ed being the prime example.) but i decided to ask my dad anyways... and heres how the conversation went... me: tomorrow night if i go hang out with ryan can i take the train home if ryan makes sure that i get on and i call you? dad: ...what? NO. first off you ask to take the train home? THE ANSWER IS NO. me: why? dad: BECAUSE I SAID SO me: yeah but like, why? like, whats so bad about taking the commuter rail? dad: YOUR 16 YEARS OLD YOUR A TARGET BECAUSE 16 YEAR OLDS GET KILLED!!! me: like when? dad: UGH. then he proceeds to go into the kitchen with my mom and the rest of her family and scream at her for allowing me to ask him that one simple question. see. my dad is completely against me taking the commuter rail home for some reason. he believes that since he works for the blue line, he knows everything else about the MBTA. first off, nobody gets killed on the haverhill line commuter rail because the only people that take that train are like, rich business people. i dont remember seeing anything on the news about a business person going psycho and killing someone on that train. but whatever. he is going to pick me up instead tomorrow night. so i guess i shouldnt be too pissed off. anyways... me, my brother, and my dad all went to my grandparents house to see my dads side of the family. that was kinda fun. i chilled with my cousins, ate really good rolls, and played with my cousins amazing cell phone. so yeah. thanksgiving was okay this year. there have been better years. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|04:41 pm] |
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| | true life | ] | ugh ugh ugh ugh fucking EW. my life is full of annoying people. and by annoying people, i mean everyone else besides jamie, ryan, ashley, and isabel. and maybe andrew. but andrew sucks... but thats my life for you.
my mom went to mohegan sun this morning and wont be back until tuesday afternoon. this would normally be okay, but for some non-existant reason, my dad decided to take tomorrow off from work. thats really annoying. i hope he doesnt have tuesday off too, but i have a feeling that he does seeing as its veterans day. lame lame fucking lame. whatever... im not planning on being home tomorrow so i guess its all chill? no.
speaking of tomorrow... im hanging out with ashley and isabel tomorrow. and judging by isabel's livejournal, im assuming its only going to be the three of us? i dont know. i guess that she doesnt want ryan w. to be there or something. tomorrow should be sweetness.
i feel like me and jamie are starting to become close again. last night she called me and we talked on the phone for almost an hour. that made me soooo happy. like, woah. anways, im off because we are getting pizza. |
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| not existant |
[Nov. 5th, 2008|09:16 pm] |
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| | ashley on the phone | ] | i cant believe im actually saying this, but i feel really bad for my dad.
apparently him and my mom havent been talking in over a month. i feel like i havent talked to my dad in over a month, because i havent. nobody in my house has. why? i really dont know. i've never been close with my dad ever since i was little for personalish reasons, and honestly, i went through a period where i hated him for three years. but now i just feel bad. i saw my dad today and thats when i realized that i havent talked or really seen him in a while. he had a beard type thing. my dad has always shaved, so it makes me realize that i guess i just havent seen him in a while.
him and my mom have never had the best relationship either. they havent slept in the same bed since... i cant even remember, they never really showed that they loved eachother, and now they dont even talk. they were supposed to get divorced atleast three times that i can think of off the top of my head, but they didnt, because my mom knows that she couldnt survive financially without him.
blah. i dont know. this post made zero sense and i really didnt explain anything as to why i really feel sorry for my dad. but lets just say that i really want to have family counseling in the near future. |
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| crazy over you |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|11:36 pm] |
oh, today.
today we didnt have school because the presidential elections were being held at the highschoool. so, cool. ryan ended up coming over early in the morning, which was cool. we did nothing for most of the day. we tried raking leaves at one point but for some reason we only had one rake so we just decided against it. we later ended up going to the movies where we ended up seeing "the secret life of bees." the book was much better.
so obama is our new president... how do i feel about that? i dont really know. i pretty much expected that obama was going to win, but i kind of think that i wanted mccain to win even though im not a republican. i honestly would not be surprised if obama gets assassinated. like, no joke. i dont know. |
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| sid and nancy? |
[Nov. 3rd, 2008|09:01 pm] |
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| | my room | ] |
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| | crazy | ] | today was actually really good.
i went to jamie's house after school, which is something that i havent done in a very long time. i hung out with her and andrew AND i got to play with her new ferret. it makes me really want a ferret, which by the way, im still not over the time two years ago that my mom promised me for over a year that we could get a ferret and then the day before we were going to get one she was all "NOOOO!"
anyways, me, jamie, and andrew ventured off to capri where we got pizza just like the good ol' days. then andrew forced us to dunkin donuts where he bought me a hot chocolate so it was all good. ashley ended up calling me and asked if we wanted to go to her house, and of course, we did. haha. we were on the way to her house when we saw this poster that said "democrat for mccain" on it. andrew stole it off of the persons fence and then hid it in his jacket which he later found out that the poster was covered in a creamy liquid and it got all on the inside of his jacket. so anyways, we were walking down ashley's street and i asked andrew to carry my box of pizza because i was on the phone and couldnt carry my phone, hot chocolate, and pizza all at the same time. so andrew tried to carry it but then dropped it. instead of picking it up, he just kicked it all the way to ashley's house. my poor pizza almost got hit by oncoming traffic and by the time we got to ashley's house there was only one piece left in the box because the rest fell out when andrew was crazily kicking the box. i wanted him dead. but its all good because i love andrew.
so we got to ashley's house where we did the time warp dance in her front yard. then we all went into her room where jamie proceeded to dye ashley's hair and we watched "the notebook." i ended up leaving not too long after though because something in ashley's room was making me cough every two seconds. |
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| its the re-up! |
[Nov. 2nd, 2008|08:33 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | IMing noises | ] | daylight savings time? JIGGA why?!
yeah. this morning i woke up at the asscrack of dawn. well, my clock said that it was 7:30, but it was really 6:30.
so today i basically forced my mom to give me a ride to medford so i could visit ryan at his work. that was fun, because i missed ryan and i needed to see someone after having the boringest saturday of my fucking life. legit. yesterday was so insanely boring that i wanted to die. the highlight of my day was ordering pizza for dinner. it also kind of made me upset that isabel and ryan w. called chris to hang out but not me. whatever though. i have a feeling that ryan w. is starting to hate me. plus, if it really was that big of a deal to me, i would have called them and asked if i could come too. but i didnt call them. i think that may be some type of odd sign... i dont know what i mean by that. i think weirdly sometimes.
anyways, today i visited ryan at his work and then we went back to his house and hung out there. we watched mike do some random puzzle and then we proceeded to piss him off by watching "trash" on the tv. everytime we would change the channel, he would be like "CHANGE THE CHANNEL THATS TRASH!!!!" geez, its not our fault that there was nothing good on to watch. its not even like mike was in the room and watching tv with us. he was sitting in the dining room doing his little puzzle. so we decided to piss him off even more and turned on the bluegrass music channel and then we ran upstairs. well, our plan worked, because all of a sudden mike chased us upstairs and started beating ryan with the remote. creeeeeep.
so that was my badventure of the day. but im off because im tired and im actually thinking about going to bed like, now. |
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| dance |
[Oct. 22nd, 2008|08:55 pm] |
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| | cold | ] | well... what should i talk about?
nothing.
i really have nothing interesting to say. sad? yes.
halloween is coming up in a little over a week. im pretty excited even though im almost positive that its going to suck.
me and my friends are planning on having a party on halloween. but the thing is, we have no clue where we are going to do it. we all want to go to ryan w.'s house because his parents will be gone all night as usual, but he pretty much insists that we go somewhere else. i dont know. it doesnt make sense to me.
i still need to finish getting my halloween costume. me and ashley are going as sluts. i only have the skirt so far, but tomorrow me and ashley are supposed to be going to the square one mall where i can hopefully buy the rest of it. |
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| fuck that |
[Oct. 18th, 2008|11:59 pm] |
um um um. drivers ed was annoying, family counseling was okay, and life is just one big NO.
after family counseling, i walked to isabel's house where i hung out with her, ryan w., and chris. i also got to play with her new kitten, who is the cutest thing on earth. we managed our way to ryan's house where we got pizza and watched movies. me and chris fought over a pillow and then i walked home in the freezing fucking cold at 11:15ish. fucking lame. i tried calling ryan on the way home, but just like he has been doing a lot lately, he didnt answer. he did call me back a half hour later though, which is also something that he does a lot. he wanted to come over tomorrow, but he cant seeing as he gets out of work at 3:00 and he'd have to wait until 5:50 to get on the commuter rail.
i feel like i havent seen ryan in forever. lame.
im going to bed. |
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